Sweet Wrappers and Juice Boxes by Rhiannon Grant

Sapphic books are important to me as a way to see myself represented in stories. I love to read – it’s a running joke in my family that I’ll read anything, up to and including sweet wrappers and fruit juice boxes – and I read widely across lots of genres, but there’s something special about reading a book, something a complete stranger wrote and published for the world to see, and feeling a deep connection with it. I get that thrill when I read a book set in the city where I live (which is not an especially common setting for stories, unfortunately). I get that thrill when I read about a character with the same body shape or neurotype or habits as me (which leads to a possibly unfortunate fondness for extremely meta books about people who love reading). And connecting with a character over shared desires, such as a shared attraction to women, is a particularly strong version of that thrill.

My interest in sapphic and other queer stories was shaped by what was and wasn’t available when I was young. I have always read a lot, but I grew up in Britain in a peculiar time when Section 28, a rule banning teachers from ‘promoting homosexuality’, meant that nobody felt able to talk openly about homosexuality in schools but a lot of people were thinking about it. Neither the absolute silence of genuine ignorance nor the kindly quiet of acceptance were available. Instead, much was silenced, thought or hinted at but not said openly. That sort of thing annoys me immensely and when teenage me realised what was happening I went to public library to try and discover the voices which were missing in my school library.

I didn’t find much, and what I did find was mostly about men – a biography of Elton John stands out in my memory as a near but not quite success, definitely leaving me with more questions than answers! So exploring sapphic books and seeing the way online book selling and networking enables readers to find what they long for as well as letting authors reach their audiences, supporting each other as we connect through our shared interests, is a constant source of pleasure and excitement for me. 

I talk about books and lots of other things on social media: @sapphicprehistory on TikTok, Rhiannon Grant on Facebook, @rhiannonbookgeek on Bluesky, and find other links from my website .

Rhiannon Grant’s story, Recoonection, is in SapphFic Eclectic, volume 5.

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